Channels and Waves
Someone has a radio
Tuned to static, scanning across
Random voices, tumbling words of French, occasionally some English
Snippets of pop songs
Captured on a short wave frequency
Over 21 miles of waves...
Channels and waves
The evening has crept in
Swallowing the listless
Shapes of the desperate, lonely,
Afraid, forgotten, yet still hopeful.
Torch light illuminates canvas in
A jaundiced yellowed glow as
Batteries fade, and darkness seeps in.
It is the quiet hour, the hour when
Those resigned to another day of uncertainty, waiting, forever waiting
Retire to their tents and sleeping bags
And the safety of friendships
Of a trusted few, road-brothers bonding through hope, replacing fear and conflict That rent apart family and home and life.
The one-more-chancers, the back-of-a-lorry-jumpers, the dinghy-channel-crossers
Left as darkness closed in.
Hoping tomorrow they will find themselves on
The other side of the channel and waves
Chancing their luck, trucked, bussed to
Who cares?... as long as the air tastes
And smells of England.
Chopin melodies drift with the smoke
Of evening fires, that swirl
And fill the night with images -
A Damascene springtime, the cusp of
Sunset and a flat where Nocturne No.2 in E Flat mixes with the aromas of spices and schwarma and falafel from the street vendors -
Then they always stopped beneath the balcony,
Shouts of 'Bravo Maestro...play some more, encore!'
Another vendor chimes in,
'Play something Syrian and I'll give you a free kebab!'
But the piano is long gone.
Chopin chopped and broken into firewood, the crackles and sizzles
An unsyncopated concerto of discordant anger and rage.
They are killing music too.
But as long as hearts still beat,
The melodies will stay - an endless
Refrain
The regime plays Life - D C al Fine
In a minor key
But we'll keep repeating D C al Coda,
Back to the beginning, repeat, repeat
Life is a major key,
Play on, repeat, again, repeat.
The buildings and lives torn by the piccolo whistle of missile and the timpani thunder of bomb and snare drum crack of bullet.
Music becomes a casualty of war, and the soul screams in silence -
Muted by fear, and the rhythmic pulse of conflict.
I examine my fingers,
Long, slender, fingers that hold
Treasured memories of music
But now gnarled, calloused, cracked -
Dirt ingrained in every crack and line
Staining the chewed nail beds
Will they ever be clean again?
Will they ever caress those 88 keys -
Blacks and whites that conjure colour-scapes, and a kaleidoscope of emotions?
Chopin fades and the radio hisses
Static once more, but I call out
'Please, the classical music again - I am a pianist, a musician, you are filling me with hope that one day I'll play again.'
The static hums and a voice replies,
'Of course my brother, and we will come to watch your concerts, Insha'Allah.'
I hear the first chords, F and A flat, resolved like a sleeping infants breathing
And my eyes close to the present
Squalor and sadness and aloneness
They open to a concert hall, a Steinway Grand, and my fingers are lithe, alive and
Gently press and float as Debussy
Wrests away pain and cold and hopelessness.
Clair de Lune - no need for torchlight when the moon is in full reverie,
Casting its light over the
Channel and waves, silent and
Passive witness to the consequences of
Inhumanity and abandonment.
But now every one of these disparate
Dirt grimed, longing for home displaced are fresh and clean and dressed up, and sat in row upon row of happy lives.
The Syrians, the Iraqis, the Afghans, the Iranian, the Kurds, the Africans -
No longer refugees, but free
Men, women, children - humanity. Entranced and enthralled observers
Allowing the waves of piano notes
In chord cascades and swelling runs
To engulf and immerse them in peace
And joy and a future that lies
Across the Channel and waves.
A standing ovation, thunderous
Resounding, life-affirming!
Encore! they call.
Encore! I whisper.
Encore! Encore!
Until I play again.
On England's shore
Across the Channel and waves.
A gorgeous poem! It flows like music...